Let me just say…erm…you be the judge.

At 5.45 David Icke spreading his “Love Vibrations”. Sabbatical follows.

I say light on the mayo..heavy on the go f**k yourself. Dugpa. Remember, you “attract” that which is in your “mind pattern”..or so it is said (by various new agers..that deny being new agers)..Black Sabbatical.


No doubt these dugpas have had their day in the sun..barely worth a mention, but this amused me.

So…the she dugpa finally says something true? Not for long though I can assure you. Once a dugpa ALWAYS a dugpa…no joke… That would be like asking the Devil trying to tell you the Gods honest truth.

from expansions.

Gone to the Dark Side & Proud of It 1/5 I like to tell you about my life and my struggles, because I think it is important for you to realize that I am just like you. The only difference is I have spent more time looking at my inner world. Because of this I have the opportunity to share with you what I know and what works for me.

As you know, these past few years has truly been a year of clearing for me. One of my biggest challenges was when two people I considered my absolute biggest supporters left my life. They sent a long letter explaining their decision, but there was one thing they said that to me was the most ridiculous of all.

They said that I had “gone to the dark side.” I just couldn’t get over this accusation. Every time I thought of them, this kept coming up in my mind. I kept “brown x’ing” out my thoughts of them, because to me it was just like not one, but two, people had died –amongst many others they took with them in the fallout.

I did my best to release them from my mind. Then I went through a period that summer when I kept running into them wherever I went. I acted like they were the strangers that I realized they had been all along—the false happiness and false support that had to be removed. But still their accusation that I had “gone to the dark side” stayed with me. Out of the multiple pages of accusations, this was one that continued to stay with me.

Well, now I know why. Because it’s true. And I’m going to tell you why. (con’td)


Holding breath for….another sob story… rife with emotional manipulation, blame game i.e whoever upped and left for figuring them out were the false happiness and false support”???? double talk and what not…

So, she dugpa has spent more time looking at her inner world longer than anybody else? Really? Oh the hilarity!



I checked out the little dugpa kisser Vinnies page yesterday and to my surprise he had a guest on by the name of Cameron Day who claims to have stopped being a Lightworker (after many years of infecting and imbuing people with his new age religion replicated energy and ascension twaddle).

Here is talking as recently as February suggesting people surround themselves with tetrahedrons and all that crap

And here is Vinny and Cameron – talking about the false light and how Lightworkers have been duped.

Now, coming from an “alternative radio” host who has promoted and had NUMEROUS lightworkers and Dugpas appear on his show.. and a Lightworker who has spent NUMEROUS years pushing the agenda….making money from workshops, his own “system” to aid ascension and all that crap…for me, he is ripe for the picking.

Cameron Day promotes crap from the Upledger institute and Cranial Sacral therapy. This therapy is a form of bone setting / manipulation, primarily the cranial bones, this then affects the cranial sacral fluid which flows through the pineal gland and the body.

Most, if not all of the Cranial Sacral therapists I have known are completely unaware as to what they are doing, it is sold up and portrayed as an “advanced” form of Lightwork. I should know, my first cranial treatment was 25 years ago, I then went on to learn this modality and was certified over 10 years ago. Sometimes to understand the rabbit hole, you have to go all the way down it.

Cameron Day will need a career change if he wants to continue on his new found road “exposing lightwork”. When your bread and butter has been made and is still being from pushing the agenda, you have no room whatsoever to talk about the subject. You are still Lightowrker…no if’s or buts.

There is no turning back.


You can hide and suppress all the evidence you like. But it wont help your agenda. It doesn’t make you look very good at all at the end of the day. Ultimately, you are no different from that which you cry foul about.

While I mention this, I do wonder what some the people who visit this blog
come here for. Many of you come from the countries swerdliar has ties to.
Your intentions reek of doo doo…you little dugpa kissers.

Swerd has a new template for his site…according to him, his ex web master(another one in a long line of many) apparently “stole” all of their clients account info off of them..passwords and all..still…nothing beats another makeover when you need to drum up some business eh? Siriusly.


methinks not.


And from these two.


Not exactly “leaked” though eh, many of them can be found in the book “Bals” published a few years back. Like this one on the cover.

bals 2


and some Belles of the Ball.


Doris Day


Elizabeth Taylor Proust Ball


Marisa Berenson dressed up as Marchesa Casati for the Proust Ball

7.26 Black and White Ball
14.21 Proust Ball – Marisa Berenson


Marchesa Casati the Lady Gaga of her time


Audrey Hepburn.

All by Beaton.